Sugarbum
Well-Known Member
- Relationship to Diabetes
- Type 1
Hi guys,
I have been on here long enough now, I feel its time to be bold and start my own thread!
I was actually after some advice...
As I itterated when I joined in my hello message, I am struggling with my pump referal, and to be quite honest, now its getting me down.
The story is as goes.....
I have wanted a pump now for at least 1 and a half years, done a lot of research and have my sights set on one. I managed to get myself referred for the DAFNE course as a pre-requesite for the pump and I was very excited to have one notch on my belt. During the DAFNE course I came back on the DSN radar, as I wouldnt normally have seen one. She supported me fully in the pump, thought it would be great for me as I dont have a regular routine.
After the DAFNE I attended my doctor review. Yet again, I see another different doctor (story of my whole diabetic career!), who AGAIN would not refer me as he didnt know me. Told me he would write to me, and didnt bother. It was a bad consultation over all and my hope plumetted. I started seeing the DSN, I aired my frustrations as I wanted to complain to my so called Consultant and drop out their service. Afterall, we know my GP would have me back to do HbA1c's as thats another of his boxes ticked for funding! I was getting narked.
Now I am still waiting for my pump clinic referal, I emailed my DSN about it again the other week, its in the pipeline....still havent got it. I have my doctor appointment in May, my DSN has told me she has made sure this will be with my Consultant its true!
I just dispare....month by month passes.....nothing materialises....I want it really badly but Im running out of steam.....if I turn up in May and the appointment turns out NOT to be with my consultant I shall just leave. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
Sorry, that turned out to be the whole long winded story of my wilting pancreas. Perhaps it will just help to know I have it aired to people who most likely understand my frustrations. To my friends try and explain it is like being a 'Human ping-pong ball'. I think there is only so many knocks I can take, so many times I can chase things up, call, email and have my hopes dashed, before I say it "enough is enough".....
I have been on here long enough now, I feel its time to be bold and start my own thread!
I was actually after some advice...
As I itterated when I joined in my hello message, I am struggling with my pump referal, and to be quite honest, now its getting me down.
The story is as goes.....
I have wanted a pump now for at least 1 and a half years, done a lot of research and have my sights set on one. I managed to get myself referred for the DAFNE course as a pre-requesite for the pump and I was very excited to have one notch on my belt. During the DAFNE course I came back on the DSN radar, as I wouldnt normally have seen one. She supported me fully in the pump, thought it would be great for me as I dont have a regular routine.
After the DAFNE I attended my doctor review. Yet again, I see another different doctor (story of my whole diabetic career!), who AGAIN would not refer me as he didnt know me. Told me he would write to me, and didnt bother. It was a bad consultation over all and my hope plumetted. I started seeing the DSN, I aired my frustrations as I wanted to complain to my so called Consultant and drop out their service. Afterall, we know my GP would have me back to do HbA1c's as thats another of his boxes ticked for funding! I was getting narked.
Now I am still waiting for my pump clinic referal, I emailed my DSN about it again the other week, its in the pipeline....still havent got it. I have my doctor appointment in May, my DSN has told me she has made sure this will be with my Consultant its true!
I just dispare....month by month passes.....nothing materialises....I want it really badly but Im running out of steam.....if I turn up in May and the appointment turns out NOT to be with my consultant I shall just leave. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
Sorry, that turned out to be the whole long winded story of my wilting pancreas. Perhaps it will just help to know I have it aired to people who most likely understand my frustrations. To my friends try and explain it is like being a 'Human ping-pong ball'. I think there is only so many knocks I can take, so many times I can chase things up, call, email and have my hopes dashed, before I say it "enough is enough".....