Uhhh I don’t know what to feel I guess

[Jacinta (Australian)]

Hey all ,

so I have my check up with my specialist over Telehealth on Monday , I’m just sorta a bit scared ish I know I shouldn’t be , I know they will be surprised at my HBA1c level since it’s down to 5.2% and will probably ask me how , my review of medication isn’t next Friday it’s the one after as appranetly Medicare doesn’t cover both on the same day , I guess I’m scared what she will say and I’ll finally find out what type I am even though in my gut it knows what I am otherwise I suppose if I had type 1 I wouldn’t of been able to do that ??
Sorry I don’t even know why I’m like this at the moment , I’m over the moon that my hba1c level is back into normal range and I feel amazing .
So sorry guys I guess it’s just been on my mind lately especially since it’s super close to my Telehealth appointment . Mind is over gearing at the moment and I don’t understand why .
Thankyou for letting me rant .

 

[EmmaL76]

Hi, I think that because your initial diagnosis was such a shock and I remember you really struggled with it in the beginning, I think maybe speaking to the doctor again is triggering a bit of that anxiety you felt then. Just remember how far you have come and how much of a better place you are in now. I’m sure you will feel much better having spoken to them as they will be very happy with you I’m sure x

 

[Jacinta (Australian)]

Hi, I think that because your initial diagnosis was such a shock and I remember you really struggled with it in the beginning, I think maybe speaking to the doctor again is triggering a bit of that anxiety you felt then. Just remember how far you have come and how much of a better place you are in now. I’m sure you will feel much better having spoken to them as they will be very happy with you I’m sure x

Hello EmmaL76 , you are right I’m pretty sure it is that to be honest , I know my specialist means well, I guess I’m just scared what she is going to say is all . I’m hoping they will be over the moon and they will help figuring out what to do going forward , cause all I literally been doing is diet (low carb ) , exercise and taking my tablets to get it to settle down . Hopefully my doctor has point in the notes so they can see about a medication review so I can come off them and control this without them and they can give me an opinion on it . Cause overall I feel amazing , I’m not sick or anything I feel like my old self again and I have lost a lot of weight . And my bmi has dropped and will drop again the next time I get it checked again .
Thankyou for the advice and the encourgement