i kinda dont know where my brain is at just now, i havent been to the gym this week as my friend cancelled our weekly slot and have been cought up with other things.
i now realise that im behaving as if diabetes dissapeared out of my body i havent been taken my bs every day and on wednesday i took my tablets at breakfast time then remembered about them last thing at night it was too late to take them all so i eat something so that i can take my night time ones.
i know that it is wrong of me to give up as i know that there are people in a worse position than me, but im soo P.....o.... and tired just now its to much hassle i feel that i realy have to think to remember if ive taken all my tablets at the right time.
the doc came back with the results of my b12 and they are back to normal again so he stop my tablets for that but gave me the worry that they may go back down again and i dont notice
i just want it to go away and make me normal
i now realise that im behaving as if diabetes dissapeared out of my body i havent been taken my bs every day and on wednesday i took my tablets at breakfast time then remembered about them last thing at night it was too late to take them all so i eat something so that i can take my night time ones.
i know that it is wrong of me to give up as i know that there are people in a worse position than me, but im soo P.....o.... and tired just now its to much hassle i feel that i realy have to think to remember if ive taken all my tablets at the right time.
the doc came back with the results of my b12 and they are back to normal again so he stop my tablets for that but gave me the worry that they may go back down again and i dont notice
i just want it to go away and make me normal