So after my shock type 2 diagnosis nearly 2 years ago I felt like I was finally in control and on top of this awful disease. I learned moderation regular exercise and lost some weight. Then put some back on on as i went silly not really eating in the beginning. HB1ac down from 75 to 34 at its lowest. It was 37 in September. Since November when my beloved dog died I have really struggled. I've comfort eaten and eaten far too much naughty food. I am now constantly thirsty no matter what I drink. I'm pulling myself back by really watching my diet again but the thirst is really worrying me. I am back testing with my home monitor and whilst my readings are higher than they were they are still within normal non diabetic limits and nowhere near what they were when I was first diagnosed and the first few months. My morning reading is the only one outside of non diabetic limits and that is up to 6 or 6.5 from around 5.5. Is it likely that my monitor is giving me false hope my levels aren't out of control? I had a thirst just before diagnosis but nothing like this I just can't quench it. I've got my next hb1ac booked in end of Feb but I'm really worrying. I feel so ashamed I've let myself binge and eat so much rubbish but at same time it was so nice to just eat what I wanted without thinking. Sorry for the moan I just wanted to vent to people that understand.