MrsCLH
Well-Known Member
- Relationship to Diabetes
- Type 1
Morning ladies. Think I am a bit over emotional this morning. I watched this show called Baby's Room - not sure if any of you have seen it? It's been on Home & Health lately. They do up baby's nursery while mum is in hospital giving birth. Bit cheesy but I love it, can't beat a nice birth story and this has the added attraction of a bit of interior design thrown in lol!
Anyway, this morning the woman on it had GD. So when baby was born obviously they wanted to check her bs. This is no surprise to me, but it showed them doing it and the baby screamed! It was one of those awful screams where it's mouth was wide open and no noise was coming out because it wasnt breathing and you just wanted it to start screaming so it would breathe! Which of course it did eventually. Anyway, suddenly I found myself in tears. Not just a bit but full on sobbing!! I'm not sure I'm going to be able to cope with them checking my baby's bs even though I know they have too
What's everyone else's experience? Will I not even care at the time? I know I can't do anything about it and its for the best but I feel like cos my body is rubbish with this rubbish diabetes then poor baby will have to go through that and its my fault, just can't stop thinking about it.
xx
Anyway, this morning the woman on it had GD. So when baby was born obviously they wanted to check her bs. This is no surprise to me, but it showed them doing it and the baby screamed! It was one of those awful screams where it's mouth was wide open and no noise was coming out because it wasnt breathing and you just wanted it to start screaming so it would breathe! Which of course it did eventually. Anyway, suddenly I found myself in tears. Not just a bit but full on sobbing!! I'm not sure I'm going to be able to cope with them checking my baby's bs even though I know they have too
What's everyone else's experience? Will I not even care at the time? I know I can't do anything about it and its for the best but I feel like cos my body is rubbish with this rubbish diabetes then poor baby will have to go through that and its my fault, just can't stop thinking about it.
xx