Hi Maryanne29,
I know how you feel. I started mine at the end of September and had a fairly level set of BG's but real life got in the way of adjustments. Long story short my dad was diagnosed with cancer and passed away last month so my control went up in the air.
This week however I'm back to focus on the up and down BG's I've been having. Using the basal testing thats been stickied at the top of this forum I'm seeing definite patterns and the advise for the adjustments is clear and simple.
Already after 5 days I've managed to be fairly level (give or take) between 10:00 am and 6.p.m so it is very much manageable. We just sometimes need encouragement/support to concentrate on it and that's what I take from reading and posting here, I hope you do to.
On a side note, but useful one, when I got my Animas I got a free account for diasend and I find this great for seeing the daily picture of BG's with the rates right above it. It makes it easy for even the likes of me to pinpoint where my basal is working or needs adjusting. Certainly better than compiling my own spreadsheet and graphs
This is only good if both your pump and meter can upload to it but looking at those listed the majority can/should.
1 more quick encouragement for you. Yesterday was my first Hba1c since starting pumping and despite the ups and downs I've had it has gone from 8.5% to 8%. In my whole memorable history being type 1 the lowest I ever got was 8.3% so it's good to remember that immediate results dont necciserily mean the long term isnt getting better.
Derek.
P.S Sorry that was a bit long winded
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