so just found myself snidely to starting to feel down about every(easily with a few days I had this week(for a few reasons I can think off plus some I can't) I may attach the my sugar numbers but for some reason I'm bit worried too(not really know why(because I know in my head no ones really going to judge the numbers but my minds getting at me and I know in the past when I attempted to adjust things in the smallest way possible its cause the other problem) but just found myself missing what not needing to think about things and just getting on with life without needing consider seval factor everytime I put food in mouth. basiablly the miss life before digougous.