its now tuesday and another sleepless night been awake for the past hour and gave up trying to get back to sleep.
I never went to my course yesterday because of lack of sleep i feel like im fighting a loosing battle, last week i was either sleeping or going into false hypos
yesterday the arrangment was supposed to go like this
get the car mot
get shopping
go to b & q
window shop for a good price for a good price for my sons 13th birthday present needless to say by the time i got my shopping done i had enough.... another false hypo and i was away home, just about had enough dont know where i will get the drive to keep going this week these weeks feels like a mountain to climb non stop and not enough hours i dont want to let anyone down so i keep going
why cant my body understand day time and night time, why cant i sleep.... even my neighbours and friends notices that im not myself and im sometimes not walking right. do i roll over and let diabetes win?? and face the inevatable that all the bad things are going to happen to me or do i keep trying to fight it even though its getting harder and harder to get back up again i feel like im loosing more than winning the battle
I never went to my course yesterday because of lack of sleep i feel like im fighting a loosing battle, last week i was either sleeping or going into false hypos
yesterday the arrangment was supposed to go like this
get the car mot
get shopping
go to b & q
window shop for a good price for a good price for my sons 13th birthday present needless to say by the time i got my shopping done i had enough.... another false hypo and i was away home, just about had enough dont know where i will get the drive to keep going this week these weeks feels like a mountain to climb non stop and not enough hours i dont want to let anyone down so i keep going
why cant my body understand day time and night time, why cant i sleep.... even my neighbours and friends notices that im not myself and im sometimes not walking right. do i roll over and let diabetes win?? and face the inevatable that all the bad things are going to happen to me or do i keep trying to fight it even though its getting harder and harder to get back up again i feel like im loosing more than winning the battle