So briefly my journey so far is - diagnosis beginning of September hba1c 89, wasn’t prescribed any meds was told to get moving and lose weight so I did and am still doing had my hba1c repeated 22nd November and was down to 45 (out of diabetes range and into pre diabetic range) and am continuing to lose weight with only one blip of a 2lb gain over Christmas which I mashed my husbands head with panicking that I would have undone all the good work he’s tried his best to reassure me but I’m a living nightmare with the thoughts that go round and round in my head both him and my dad (who is also a type 2 diabetic) say I’m over thinking everything. This week I’ve lost 5lb so the 2lb gain at Christmas is back off plus an additional 3lb for good measure. Since diagnosis I’ve now lost 3st 12lb and have dropped 5 dress sizes. In an effort to calm me down yesterday my dad brought his machine thing down and tested my blood 2 hours after lunch my number was 7.4 and now I’m all panicky that that isn’t as good as it should be my best friend of 34 years is a doctor he’s an anaesthetist and he thinks my depression is now a greater problem/risk to me than type 2 diabetes. Is it normal to be this anxious and agitated being relatively newly diagnosed?