shiv
Well-Known Member
- Relationship to Diabetes
- Type 1
Hi all,
Sorry to have a whinge and a rant but this evening the d is really getting to me. I say this evening - it's gone midnight.
I just really need to get it off my chest and I know you guys understand. I am just so frustrated by the total lack of patterns or trends I'm getting, leaving me unable to make any proper changes. I feel like I'm losing grip of things. I had awesome levels for a few days, now I can't get a hold of them.
I'm in the middle of having a good cry. I don't have these moments often - sadly enough I've worked out I have a diabetes breakdown about twice a year. I just get so sick of dealing with the ridiculous stuff it can throw at us, the way it can defy all logic.
I'm trying to get my pathetic case together for a pump, so I attempted to basal test this evening. Ate at 5, insulin tends to linger for about 5 hours in my system. Took my basal at 10.30ish (I was at 7.0 at 10pm) - lo and behold, at midnight, I'm down to 3.8. I noticed this morning that 1.5 hours after taking my basal I hypo'd, something I have NEVER done before. I'm frustrated that the basal test went to pot, that I hypo'd, that I seem to have a new pattern of hypoing after basal...
I'm jus so frustrated/annoyed. I can cope with this stupid thing on a day to day basis, just every now and again it really gets on top of me. I just want a day off from it to be honest
Shiv x
Sorry to have a whinge and a rant but this evening the d is really getting to me. I say this evening - it's gone midnight.
I just really need to get it off my chest and I know you guys understand. I am just so frustrated by the total lack of patterns or trends I'm getting, leaving me unable to make any proper changes. I feel like I'm losing grip of things. I had awesome levels for a few days, now I can't get a hold of them.
I'm in the middle of having a good cry. I don't have these moments often - sadly enough I've worked out I have a diabetes breakdown about twice a year. I just get so sick of dealing with the ridiculous stuff it can throw at us, the way it can defy all logic.
I'm trying to get my pathetic case together for a pump, so I attempted to basal test this evening. Ate at 5, insulin tends to linger for about 5 hours in my system. Took my basal at 10.30ish (I was at 7.0 at 10pm) - lo and behold, at midnight, I'm down to 3.8. I noticed this morning that 1.5 hours after taking my basal I hypo'd, something I have NEVER done before. I'm frustrated that the basal test went to pot, that I hypo'd, that I seem to have a new pattern of hypoing after basal...
I'm jus so frustrated/annoyed. I can cope with this stupid thing on a day to day basis, just every now and again it really gets on top of me. I just want a day off from it to be honest
Shiv x
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