I never felt that I had failed when I was told that it would be better if I went onto insulin.. I started off on the usual route for type 2, diet and exercise for 6 months then I was put on metformin which was gradually increased.. this made me ill to the point that I physically would feel sick when food was put in front of me and trying to eat was horrid, plus I spent the majority of my day to and fro from the bathroom... I changed GPs and I had the metformin reduced and was put on gliclizide as well, which helped, but then I started to go downhill again and felt really rough and ill, went to my GP who said I would be better off on insulin and referred me to the diabetic clinic at the hospital, and the consultant said he thought I did well to last on tablets for 3 years at my age.. I presume he meant that maybe I should have gone on insulin much earlier... Then it hit me that I was going to have to stick a needle into me... it was ok when I was nursing i could inject someone no problems but now it was me I was injecting.. When it came to the day I sat with the DSN pen ready and pointing at my tummy, and I couldnt do it, I think I sat there for about 10 mins but it felt like ages before I could do it, and then I didn't really feel it... then when I had to do my night one I managed.. the next day I got cold feet and said to my best friend I can't do it, so she replied "well die then" and I injected myself and haven't had a problem since, and I am now on 5 injections and metformin sr... sorry I have rambled a bit here lol