Thanks for the replies all, and wow Jenny that's really encouraging to read!
I'm with Dr Sankar now myself (since last October) at St Cross. In fact, I'm off there tomorrow to get hooked up to an insulin pump. And you're right, the care at St Cross is so much better than anywhere else I've experienced so hopefully things are going to improve for me. It's strange how you lose your grip on things when feeling low, I honestly thought I'd first posted my questions on here last year. Turns out it was a little longer ago than that!