my gp took me off insulin after being on it for 10 days,

[liver1047]

she said i was doing well after 10 days, and took me off, its the worse week ever, ive ate a lot of rubbish, i feel like ending my life, i was so much better but now i feel deflated like there is something missing, i still have the button in my arm its on 11.9, higest its ever been, dont want to get out of bed, i ve had depression for 20 years, but never like this, she is phoning me up in 10 days, if i live that long, sorry feeling so sad,

 

[Vonny]

Hi @liver1047 and sorry to hear you are feeling so low.
I suggest you contact your surgery tomorrow and try to get to speak to a GP or nurse and tell them exactly how you feel, rather than waiting 10 days to speak to them.
Are you on any medication for depression? And any other meds for diabetes apart from the insulin for 10 days?
It may be worth writing down exactly what you are feeling, and why (if you know the answer). It will help you when you speak to the health care professional.
In the meantime, all I can say is that this is a very caring forum and I'm sure we are all rooting for you.
Take care of yourself x

 

[pjgtech]

If you are feeling really low, eg: suicidal, please, please try to speak to someone asap, Samaritans are always there, you can chat online, if you have no-one else, see linky: or call them 116 123 for free.

Samaritans - Here to listen

Samaritans works to make sure there’s always someone there for anyone who needs someone. Read more.

www.samaritans.org

I hope you find some positive resolution...

 

[gail2]

she said i was doing well after 10 days, and took me off, its the worse week ever, ive ate a lot of rubbish, i feel like ending my life, i was so much better but now i feel deflated like there is something missing, i still have the button in my arm its on 11.9, higest its ever been, dont want to get out of bed, i ve had depression for 20 years, but never like this, she is phoning me up in 10 days, if i live that long, sorry feeling so sad,

please please reach out for some help now, try 111 they have a separate bit for physical and mental health pick which one feels right for you You say you feel like ending your life if its that bad go to A/E NOW and ask to see the mental health team. i have been where u are and you can come thou it Let us know how you get on please

 

[BobbleHat]

she said i was doing well after 10 days, and took me off, its the worse week ever, ive ate a lot of rubbish, i feel like ending my life, i was so much better but now i feel deflated like there is something missing, i still have the button in my arm its on 11.9, higest its ever been, dont want to get out of bed, i ve had depression for 20 years, but never like this, she is phoning me up in 10 days, if i live that long, sorry feeling so sad,

I'm glad you were able to tell us how you were feeling - no apology is necessary.
You've been able to tell us, please tell someone who can offer you some practical support. Are you alone - is there anyone in your home who can be with you and help you stay safe?

 

[everydayupsanddowns]

she said i was doing well after 10 days, and took me off, its the worse week ever, ive ate a lot of rubbish, i feel like ending my life, i was so much better but now i feel deflated like there is something missing, i still have the button in my arm its on 11.9, higest its ever been, dont want to get out of bed, i ve had depression for 20 years, but never like this, she is phoning me up in 10 days, if i live that long, sorry feeling so sad,

So sorry to hear how difficult you have found this week @liver1047

Elevated BGs can negatively affect mood, and they are frustrating too. You aren’t alone.

You are important, and we are rooting for you.

Do call NHS111, the Samaritans on 116 123, or check the MIND guide to getting help in a crisis

https://www.mind.org.uk/information-support/guides-to-support-and-services/crisis-services/getting-help-in-a-crisis/

 

[goodybags]

Hi @liver1047
so many others have already given you some advice to reach out for help

Please don’t wait 10 days to speak to your GP
you matter
and you need to call your GP Surgery

or 111
or as you’ve been taking Insulin have you ever spoken to either a Diabetes Specialist Nurse / the Diabetes Department at your local hospital.

I hope you speak to someone who can help you

 

[gail2]

how are u today?

 

[stephenS50]

Hello there @liver1047 .So sad to read about the problems you're having right now...please call The Samaritans right now on 116 123 or NHS111 if you feel like committing suicide...you are not alone in this..help is on hand for you.