Flower
Well-Known Member
- Relationship to Diabetes
- Type 1
This has been bugging me for a while now and I just want to ask.
At a pump meeting a few months back we were discussing how to iron out a few spikes in otherwise good control. I said that some of the spikes were due to cannulas failing- as in being kinked or just not working as I would expect. I was asked 'why do you think it's the cannula failing?' That threw me a bit - I pile enough guilt and blame on myself for serious complications without adding extra guilt for causing cannulas not to work properly.
Is it my failing entirely when a cannula fails to work ? I rotate my sites and some areas I avoid as they just don't absorb. Next time I'm asked about a spike do I just admit that I'm to blame entirely for kinking the cannula or failing to absorb insulin adequately through skin battered by injecting for 42 years - or just shrug and say 'that's diabetes for you'. I can see the point but feel like I'm a bad workman blaming my tools even though sometimes things do just go physically wrong with a cannula.
Has anyone else been asked this?
At a pump meeting a few months back we were discussing how to iron out a few spikes in otherwise good control. I said that some of the spikes were due to cannulas failing- as in being kinked or just not working as I would expect. I was asked 'why do you think it's the cannula failing?' That threw me a bit - I pile enough guilt and blame on myself for serious complications without adding extra guilt for causing cannulas not to work properly.
Is it my failing entirely when a cannula fails to work ? I rotate my sites and some areas I avoid as they just don't absorb. Next time I'm asked about a spike do I just admit that I'm to blame entirely for kinking the cannula or failing to absorb insulin adequately through skin battered by injecting for 42 years - or just shrug and say 'that's diabetes for you'. I can see the point but feel like I'm a bad workman blaming my tools even though sometimes things do just go physically wrong with a cannula.
Has anyone else been asked this?