@gail2 - I was very badly affected by an eating disorder in my late 20s, so many moons ago now. At the time I was living overseas and was very fortunate to receive excellent treatment, helping me to become well.
The spectre of an ED Never leaves, in my experience and when diagnosed T2 I was terrified my ED would revisit in some way. I'm glad to say I was able to deal with my fears mindfully and escaped.
For me, I don't associate my T2 and ED, but I can see how others might.
As people living with diabetes, we have to spend more time thinking about food that many others and I can understand why, compared with a similar group of folks without diabetes, more folks living with diabetes develop an eating disorder than those without a diagnosis of diabetes.
Again, personally, I hate associating everything with diabetes, but it sometimes happens.
In your shoes, you are doing absolutely the right thing reaching out for help. I hope you are able to see someone with decent knowledge of both conditions.
Well done talking about these things,
@gail2 . It's best to have these things out in the open.