Hi I am feeling down and am again struggling between lots of good information that make you tired and frustrated and hope less I am really scared of eating anything and today I read about unwanted loss weight , after fighting to loss weight thinking that’s will help with control daibetic , today I am facing problem of losing weight that I don’t want , I feel that I don’t have any muscle at all , even I am just only prediabetic I am really frustrated , can’t eat what I like , my weight go down more than what I want , can’t enjoy anything with all stress around what is right and what is wrong ???? Is it diet ? Is it medication ? Is it give up and wait to die ??? I don’t know what to do and can’t find who could help with that Everyone speak different because everyone has different response to the things that he did So I am really don’t know what to do and feel very sad , shall I eat more to get some weight ? What about it sugar level which can be increased if we eat anything even if it is healthy ? Shall I stay starving to get good A1c that I am scared of do it ??? Shall I eat to return little bit healthy body as I am now skinny with all or even worse results for A1c ?? What that mean ? I feel that I am a tester for expertise and scared of losing my eye sight , losing ability to drive ? Can’t live my life normally , PLEASE HELP !