Flutterby
Well-Known Member
- Relationship to Diabetes
- Type 1
a confession before bedtime! I'm really struggling at the moment with being very down and tearful. I don't know why because I've coped fairly well with the 4 months since my stroke, then the statin hassle and now, when it's nearly christmas and I should be all happy, I can't stop crying!
I get frustrated as I don't really feel safe to go out on my own but I did try it today and ended up in tears! My sister had to come and "rescue" me, take me to the pub (still bawling) and make me eat lunch and have a cuppa.
Now of course I feel very silly. she has offered to help me finish all my christmas shopping tomorrow but I'm supposed to be at a regular meeting I attend and I don't want to let them down but at the same time I could benefit from getting all these oddments when I have company. I think I will take her up on the offer and just be honest to my other friends.
My dr has already increased my anti-depressants so maybe they will kick in. I just feel useless, I can't work, can't keep up with housework as I would like to, can't cook meals properly because my hand still lets me down sometimes and my brain gets tired and confused, can't even make my cards at the speed I used to, can't write letters unless I type them..........so what use am I?
I'm going to bed in a minute as i'm tired and that's not helping but thought I would confess to you, my friends.xx
I get frustrated as I don't really feel safe to go out on my own but I did try it today and ended up in tears! My sister had to come and "rescue" me, take me to the pub (still bawling) and make me eat lunch and have a cuppa.
Now of course I feel very silly. she has offered to help me finish all my christmas shopping tomorrow but I'm supposed to be at a regular meeting I attend and I don't want to let them down but at the same time I could benefit from getting all these oddments when I have company. I think I will take her up on the offer and just be honest to my other friends.
My dr has already increased my anti-depressants so maybe they will kick in. I just feel useless, I can't work, can't keep up with housework as I would like to, can't cook meals properly because my hand still lets me down sometimes and my brain gets tired and confused, can't even make my cards at the speed I used to, can't write letters unless I type them..........so what use am I?
I'm going to bed in a minute as i'm tired and that's not helping but thought I would confess to you, my friends.xx