Hi marcon, good to hear from you again, but sorry to hear that you are finding it difficult to control your levels. What medication are you currently on? Do not worry about the insulin, or the injections. Insulin will give you much better control and improved levels will make you feel so much better generally. The injections themselves are pretty much a painless affair these days. The needles are absolutely tiny, and available in a variety of different lengths down to 4mm. In fact, a fingerprick test tends to hurt a lot more than an insulin injection. 🙂
Can you think of any reason why your levels have taken a turn for the worse? Have you put on weight recently, or made any changes to your diet and activity routine? What sort of things are you eating, and do you test regularly to see what effect different foods have on your levels?
If you do need to go on insulin don't see it as any kind of failure on your part, sometimes it's simply that the output from the pancreas has decreased and needs some support.