Im worried every day not getting as much sleep as i used to, i know i will catch it at some point as co workers have tested positive so only a matter of time just dont know whether i will survive my sugar readings where 53 54 56 tried for the 48 but could not get there but last april it was 70 back to where it was when diagnosed in 2011 think it was becasue my husband very close to nearly dying with pnemonia and in DKA but was not diabetic at the time, but now type 1, i was highly stressed, but my gp said that would not cause sugars to go up, so they put me on a extra tablet as well as metformin and that and my next test was due in April now will be the end of June, also on Blood pressure tablets and a tablet for cholestrol, Im so scared every day sorry but cant help it i know im a keyworker as i work in a Emergency control room when i got the job i was not diabetic been in the job 20 years wish i could leave but i cannot afford to. just got to pray becasue if i got it dont think i would survive and im overweight but i have lost three stone but contary to beleif i did not eat cakes all day think its been working shifts i think thats not helped maybe, just got to try and be realistic, I know but cant help worrying Ive tried to calm myself but everyday at work im on edge. Just got to pray.
Janine
Janine