It's me again
I'm replying to my own post!
The diagnosis came as a shock: this is partly because the timing was spot on. My dh had a mini stroke and was admitted to the hospital. He was stopped for a week and then discharged. On the very next day of his coming home, I was waken up by tel call from my doctor that said I was diabetic so I needed to go to the local surgery urgently. (I did have a blood test on the previous day but I thought that was just a periodical one and wasn't worried about it at all.) I just couldn't believe what he said.
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I was first told it's type 1 so I was on insulin. Then the doctors said the characteristics of type 1 were disappearing: I was put on medication, Metformin, and then Gliclazide too. The medication seemed working, so now I'm told it's type 2 and I'm using tablets only.
I'm cooking for my dh and myself, which I found is quite a challenge. He needs low fat, low salt diet.(actually no salt is allowed to use while cooking or on the table) I need low sugar, low carb diet. We are having low everthing diet !
Since the diagnosis, I've had good days and bad days. I just can't shake off the feeling that this disease is my fault. I keep thinking that because I didn't take care of myself properly, now I've got this. I know it's no use thinking like this. The good thing is, however, I've been controlling my SB quite all right and my BMI is now 20.9 down from 23.7. My doctor said there is nothing I have to give up because of this disease, so I will believe him.
Thanks for reading!