Not sure how much longer I can do this guys. I feel like I have no support. I know my diabetes isn’t straight forward but I’ve tried everything to get help. My urgent review was supposed to happen over a year ago, my endo has left and there is currently no replacement for him and when he does get replaced the waiting list is huge. My doctors won’t help because I’m under the hospital team and private endos won’t take over my care. My DN is lovely but her hands are tied. She has dictated 3 letters over the last year to the other hospital she works at and has no response. She agrees I shouldn’t be on insulin as my production is good, but no other medication can be prescribed without a consultant. My BGs have been good, eating the same foods day in day out virtually zero carbs but weight is still dropping. I am exhausted to the point where I can’t carry out day to day tasks any longer, I’ve now been told to cut out fats due to high cholesterol. Over the last few weeks my sugars have been creeping up so all I can do now is eat even less. My private endo recommended a few drugs and testing for MODY etc as I’ve had blood sugars problems for 20 years coming and going, but he couldn’t action any of this for me. I finally got on the scales this morning and I’m 113 lbs. I’m 5ft 7. People think I’m ok, and I’m just getting on with it, but I’m not ok I’m struggling… I feel desperate and the thought of living like this forever takes me to a place in my head that I don’t want to be. I know others on here have found a diet that works for them and they feel great but this isn’t me, I eat less than 20g of carbs a day and I can’t get up the stairs without having to lie down. I know there is nothing anybody can do, I just needed to tell somebody how I’m feeling. Sorry to be doom and gloom, I’m usually quite cheerful on here but it’s time to admit that I’m not coping