FairyNuff
Well-Known Member
- Relationship to Diabetes
- Type 1
Am really struggling with all this diabetes crud at the moment. Have been honeymooning for a while, but I know things are becoming bad again now. Last night before I went to bed my level was 14, I took my background insulin as usual and this morning it is 11. So I guess the honeymoon is over.
I know I haven't been testing enough, I know I'm not eating as sensibly as I could. No-one here knows, they ask, and I lie I don't know why I'm doing this to myself, I know I have to get this under control but I'm just not strong enough, I think I'm in denial.
I know I need to take some insulin now, I don't know how much to take, I'm so so scared of having a hypo while I'm taking care of Kitty. She isn't even 3 weeks old, I just want to enjoy my daughter not be worrying about levels and eating regular meals!
I'm sorry for rambling, I don't even know what I am asking for. Maybe just writing it all down will help me.
I know I haven't been testing enough, I know I'm not eating as sensibly as I could. No-one here knows, they ask, and I lie I don't know why I'm doing this to myself, I know I have to get this under control but I'm just not strong enough, I think I'm in denial.
I know I need to take some insulin now, I don't know how much to take, I'm so so scared of having a hypo while I'm taking care of Kitty. She isn't even 3 weeks old, I just want to enjoy my daughter not be worrying about levels and eating regular meals!
I'm sorry for rambling, I don't even know what I am asking for. Maybe just writing it all down will help me.