sianee
Well-Known Member
- Relationship to Diabetes
- Type 1
hi everyone!
i hope you are all well.
sorry i havent been in touch lately, my computer has been broken.
does anyone have any info on the pump or know where i can find some??
im in the process of doing the P.A.S.T.I.E course (plymouth adjustment system through eating and isulin) all about carb counting. its going well and i've found it extremely useful. although a little difficult. hopefully doing this will lead to going on the pump.
have had a few ups and downs in the last couple of months since i last wrote.
my dad is becoming increasingly ill and increasingly selfish and inconsiderate and its causing so many other issues! my sugars for starters have been unreal! yesterday for instance, my day started out well, brilliant nights sleep for the first time in months, sugars were 6.3 before breakfast, had a huge row with my dad over his attitude towards his diabetes and me and my sugars instantly dropped to 2.1!! then spent the rest of the day swiging from 1 extreme to the other, 21.7, 3.3, 26.4 etc etc!!!!
i cant cope, i really cant! i want to tell him to get out of my lofe and leave me alone, but he's my dad and everytime he ends up in hospital he knows i'll be there but im not strong enough to deal with this anymore! this is making me ill and i cant just break free from it! i dont know what to do! i cant stop caring no matter how hard i try. but soon i wont be able to!
sorry for having a rant guys, but i have no one else to talk to!
xx
i hope you are all well.
sorry i havent been in touch lately, my computer has been broken.
does anyone have any info on the pump or know where i can find some??
im in the process of doing the P.A.S.T.I.E course (plymouth adjustment system through eating and isulin) all about carb counting. its going well and i've found it extremely useful. although a little difficult. hopefully doing this will lead to going on the pump.
have had a few ups and downs in the last couple of months since i last wrote.
my dad is becoming increasingly ill and increasingly selfish and inconsiderate and its causing so many other issues! my sugars for starters have been unreal! yesterday for instance, my day started out well, brilliant nights sleep for the first time in months, sugars were 6.3 before breakfast, had a huge row with my dad over his attitude towards his diabetes and me and my sugars instantly dropped to 2.1!! then spent the rest of the day swiging from 1 extreme to the other, 21.7, 3.3, 26.4 etc etc!!!!
i cant cope, i really cant! i want to tell him to get out of my lofe and leave me alone, but he's my dad and everytime he ends up in hospital he knows i'll be there but im not strong enough to deal with this anymore! this is making me ill and i cant just break free from it! i dont know what to do! i cant stop caring no matter how hard i try. but soon i wont be able to!
sorry for having a rant guys, but i have no one else to talk to!
xx