Welcome to the forum
@Eve H
Sounds like you are off to a great start! And I agree with others - there’s nothing silly about being scared by a diagnosis with diabetes - it’s a serious and potentially devastating condition. But the good news is that it can usually be well managed with a few tweaks and changes, and that there are lots of options and alternatives to try which can help you manage your diabetes well.
Why does my blood sugar ready high first thing in the morning?
Ah the pesky liver! There’s a long running forum joke about our cave dwelling forebears needing a bit of a boost first thing so that they could go out and snaffle a woolly mammoth for breakfast, or something like that. But yes, as has been mentioned the liver and muscles have stores of glucose which are trickled out 24/7, so glucose levels can rise even when you aren’t eating. There’s often a boost of glucose either in the early hours just before dawn (the Dawn Phenomenon) or as soon as you get out of bed (which we often can Foot on the Floor Phenomenon).
Do other people get upset when the really want something but realise it’s not good for you? I really miss crisps and chocolate digestive biscuits.
Yep. I think everyone gets that from time to time. And allowing yourself a little freedom every so often is a good strategy. Plus finding other (BG friendly) treats that you enjoy just as much, like nuts and seeds, or olives. These changes can be harder in the early months. A lot of eating is habitual. you’ll miss them less and less as time goes on - and then can really enjoy them once in a while (or actually decide they weren’t all that nice after all, and you now prefer x or y)
When use a finger prick test what reading should I be looking for before and after meals?
@Inka has given you the recommended numbers above. In the early exploratory phase many members here focus more on before/after meal differences, than the numbers themselves. Taking a reading immediately before a meal, and 2hrs after the first bite. And looking for a ‘meal rise’ of 2-3mmol/L or less at 2hrs. So a meal that gives a rise of 8.5 before and 10.5 after (a rise of 2.0) is
good, even though the numbers themselves are a bit on the high side. Keeping the meal rises low helps your numbers to gradually drift downwards over time.
Why does drinking more, make me feel colder?
Can’t answer that one - it’s not something I’ve noticed!
Good luck with everything. And allow yourself time to adjust and adapt. You are doing brilliantly so far - keep going!