hi and welcome Melg69....You must be reeling from the diagnosis, but its not as bad as you think, with a few changes you will soon make great strides to control this condition, im sure your clinician gave you some advice to starting off with and you will want to add more... There are many helping hands here for you. Diabetes is very personal to the individual, the best way forward is to do self testing to understand what suits you and what doesnt. I understand surgeries dont routinely give out BG monitoring equipment to T2's.. but people can purchases these things quite readily and cheaply (others on here will give their advice about that). All I can say is take you time and dont panic, just read as much as you can, (loads of posts/threads and links on here to help you) Gain knowledge and wisdom and you will soon get in the swing of it. I have been swinging between diabetes and pre-diabetes since last April and made really good progress in the 1st 12 weeks grace period the Dr gave me and brought my levels down to pre-diabetic status but had a huge stupid hiccup over Xmas that set me back, but ive learned from it and im back on track and doing ok again. It just needs a little dedication. The first thing I was told to do was remove all 'obvious' sugars from my diet, and it worked well. Since then i moved onto the larder and gone through that looking for all those pesky 'hidden' sugars and threw tham out, like the ketchup, sauces etc. (I did ask Hubby if that was ok? He was = 😎 LOL) Then I reduced all carbs (potatoes, rice, pasta & bread whether brown or white made no difference) down to a minimum. I try to have a carb free lunch each day (to give my insides a rest). I dont use low fat things, (I find they're usually packed with sugar/salt (and i have to watch my blood pressure). I upped lean meats and fish (especially the oily kind, as im currently being monitored for cholesterol too, wow I sound like a wreck! haha! ) and started on a 10 min a day exercise regime at home (found Brit Heart Found. on You Tube suits me) I have taken to walking a bit more, get moving, and i have already lost half a stone (1 more to go). But i made changes i know i can sustain, no good going all gusto and burning out in a few weeks! This a lot to take in. My advice would be, take it slow and give yourself time to absorb the new world which is diabetes. We are glad you are here.