Hello, I am sorry to hear about your child's diagnosis. I was in the same boat last year, when my four year old was diagnosed type 1. I don't think I stopped crying for the first few days, but I knew I had to stop when the poor love handed me a tissue from his hospital bed! I know it is hard to inject and test when your darling baby is protesting. You just have to remember that you are helping and not harming. Things will become better. You will come to live with the condition and so will your little one. A year on, I can't say that I am over the 'why him, why us?'. It still feels unfair. But it isn't the end of the world that I thought it was. He is still my gorgeous little fella and his bravery is an inspiration to me every day. This will happen to you too, given time. Good luck!