Hi toots, welcome to the forum🙂 OK - insulin isn't the end of the world! I've been on it since diagnosis so have never had to worry about it being some future possibility, but I can appreciate how a fear can build up if you're not put on it straightaway. It's just something that your body now needs, like the pills or whatever you've needed to do before. Less pain than a fingerprick, and it will help to keep your levels better and keep you away from the really scary business of complications. You're amongst friends here, so please feel free to voice your worries and concerns and ask your questions - we'll do our best to help!🙂