Hi wicca angel, welcome to the forum 🙂 Sorry to hear that you are struggling, but hopeflly we will be able to help you find a way to get your diabetes under control. What medication are you on, if any? Do you test, and if so what are your results normally like?
Have a look at the Useful links at the top of the Newbies section, there are things there that might help - please ask any questions you may have and we'll try to help 🙂