Hi I'm many. Did finger prick and it read 10.3. Before food when I woke this morning. Had trouble getting any blood. Been diabetic for a few years and I have to be honest. I just don't understand it. The nurse has explained many times put my brain just won't hold the information. I'm at the stage were I don't see the point in testing as I Just don't understand what I'm doing and what it all means. How can I get myself to understand what I have to learn. Please don't shout at me as that will just make me come off the site. It's there a way that can be Better explained. Please any help will be greatfully received. Thanku in advance. X