Hi. I was diagnosed with diabetes over a year ago and treated with Metformin, however, it turns out I have pancreatic cancer which is causing the diabetes, so everything I was doing to control the type 2 diabetes was wrong - losing weight, eating a very low carb/no sugar diet. Now I need to eat carbs and my weight needs to remain stable and I am injecting insulin. This all came to light three/four weeks ago when I ended up in hospital with jaundice. I have been managing OK but just today I am not coping. It all just feels too much - I don't want to eat carbs - I'm just not used to them right now, but I am. I am overwhelmed with appointments (oncology, more screening, diabetes clinic phone calls, nutritionist phone calls) and trying to get back to working (from home) again. I feel weepy and miserable and could really do with talking to others. My family are very supportive and I'm so lucky to be in lockdown with my daughter and grandson as well as other family members - I know I'm very fortunate. Sorry to start off so negatively.