Hi Ellie how are you this evening? welcome to the forum.
🙂 Lots of help and advice on here, make sure you ask as many questions that crops up in your at the moment addled mind/brain. As
@trophywench says its down to you now, you have to control
your diabetes don`t let it control you. If you are able to share what insulin and medication you are on would be a great help, diabetes isn`t all we discuss if your left leg falls off or your right eye pops out say so,

it doesn't have to be medical. Food is a great topic with lots of yummy recipes, you may wish to contribute your own. The DAFNE course
@Jodee suggested is a great course and the book by Ragnar Hanas as
@Flower suggested is a must. Once again welcome remember you are not alone.