Hi!
I am sorry if I do mistakes in my text but I am French 🙂
To me, when I was diagnosed and was in hospital, I saw a lot of people with diseases that can't be treated : Parkinson, Alzheimer and others...
So since this, I always think that I was "lucky" to "only" have my disease (Type1 diabetes) which can now be treated and with which we can live "almost" as before 🙂
Just; do not shut up on yourself and do not deprive yourself either. At first it is normal not to be super well adjusted but we learn how to do and especially do not hesitate to please you by eating sometimes, diabetes does not mean deprivation on meals😉
I hope things will get better to you, all the diabetics have lived what you're living; you're not the only 😉