Hi Marie
I've been a diabetic a bit longer than you, and at the tender age of 61 last year - I got my pump.
It's a learning curve alright*, so you have to make your mind up on that - but would I give it back now? - No I would not!
* some of the things you might think you know about your own diabetes, turn out not to be true - because sometimes it isn't your diabetes you know at all, it's just that you know what your D does when paired with this or that long-acting insulin. Remove the long-acting insulin and what you are left with is The Truth ! So you then have to adjust your pump to respond to The Truth. Which is not all that hard, just different. It's certainly interesting, I'll say that!