Welcome Amy. Life's not just about diabetes - although it can feel like that.
What are you studying at college? What do you like doing? What would you like to do in future? Lots of questions, I know, but answers will help us to help you.
I am currently studying Health and Social Care, Art and English. At the moment we're doing a project in health and social about diseases, so i chose to base it on diabetes thinking it would help me, but to be honest it just scares me even more... but then also helps that i can put my own views and feelings about it down in writing.
I realise that why i'm feeling this way is more than likely to be because of my age more than the diabetes, but its a factor that doesn't really help much lol. I've found that since having the diabetes my skin has gotten quite bad, my mood just changes rapidly ( i wouldn't want to have to face me when i have a low blood sugar) and i just feel down. I don't want to feel different to everyone else, and have found that since being diagnosed i have definitely cut back on the things that i love doing the most. Before being diagnosed i used to do a lot of dance and trampolining and get involved in all of the drama activities..but now i tend to hold back. I haven't done any dance since being diagnosed...and i know its wrong to not carry on with what i like doing just because of the illness.
I've recently started going running with my neighbours
🙂 and trying to get my blood sugars perfect and eat all of the right foods. I think that its working, the excercising is calming me down a bit and making me a bit more relaxed, and also doing wonders for my skin! which is great because its giving me a bit more confidence. Hopefully if i continue with all of this it will really help me to be more confident in myself and make me have more strength to believe that i can control the diabetes.
Hopefully, when i'm older i would like to go into a nursing career, to help other people that are suffering with illnesses, because i know what it like.
Thankyou for all your responses
🙂 i really appreciate the help and its really nice to be able to talk to other people in the same position as me, as i'm not really friends with anybody who has diabetes.
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