Welcome to the forum
@HG061291
Sorry to hear that your diabetes is beginning to cause you grief, but it is brilliant news that you have begun to reach out and connect with others online. It took me almost 20 years to do that, and honestly it was the biggest catalyst for me to improve my own diabetes care.
The great news is, T1 is a marathon, not a sprint, and it’s always worth chilling away at your levels trying to make them a bit more in range for a bit more of the time as you can. And any small improvements you make really do make a big difference long term, so no effort is wasted.
A few questions...
1. Have you ever been on any sort of education course for managing T1. DAFNE is a popular version, as is BERTIE (also available online for free) but different areas have their own arrangements.
If going on a course fills you with dread, you could get a lot of great info from a book like Think Like A Pancreas (Gary Scheiner) or Using Insulin (Walsh/Roberts).
2. When was the last time you gave your toolkit a once over? Half unit pen? Or one which records doses so you don’t get stuck wondering if you’ve jabbed for that? Meter with a bolus calculator? Alternative insulins? Pump? Libre?
3. You’ve already mentioned BG monitoring, and there’s no getting away from it... upping my frequency of checks was a big part of me making progress towards better levels. As was keeping notes of the results and what O was doing at the time / what I ate / physical activity / what I was experimenting with / alcohol / illness / forgotten doses.
It feels like a faff to begin with, but you won’t have to do it forever, and having decent records to check back over might help you to spot patterns that are impossible to see amid a flurry of chaotic results on a meter.
The important thing to remember is that this is all just information, it’s not judgement, and it’s not a record of how much effort you are putting in. It’s allowing you to look at things methodically. When I started doing that and finding patterns (and asking on forums when I was annoyed / confused by stuff) I suddenly found lots of my ‘diabetes randomness’ actually had causes I could work around and reduce or eliminate.
4. This would have been connect online - but you are already doing that
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Good luck, and keep us posted.