Welcome to the forum Jill, from an ex-smoker.
It does get easier, the longer you can stay off the nasty weed.
I did keep suddenly finding myself smoking quite frequently since then though. However, was relieved that it wasn't true when I woke up!
Over the ten years that I haven't been smoking I have saved around ?12,000. That assumes a 20 a day habit, at ?4 a pack for 300 days of the year for 10 years.
Still interested in smoking?
Andy 🙂