Welcome Marg(b) - you are in good company.
First of all - it is not the end of the world! When you read through this forum you will see that there are
many opinions from
many people and that can be confusing. There are also different approaches depending where you are (both medically and geographically).
I am 64, male and been type 2 for 10 years. Recently I have had trouble with a rising blood glucose level - mid 30s - not good. This is now under control with a revised diet (much less carbs) and Metformin.
I live in North Ayrshire and come under NHS Scotland (Devolved issue). As I have a few other health issues (RA, Prostate) I had already established my own personal 'support group' at my GP. Through my GP I get free prescriptions, free Blood Glucose testing kit complete with Lancets and test strips on repeat prescription. I get invited to the GP/Nurse for 3 month blood tests (Hbc1a - looks at glucose levels over the last 3 months), personal access to a Registered Dietician Nurse, free annual podiatry check-up and free annual eye check (Retinography). I understand that in some areas you have to pay for (some of) these services - but you will need them.
It is a fact that 95% of diabetic people are - in effect - self monitoring/regulating. My advice - as a lay person - is simple. Seek out the GP, Nurse, dietician/specialist who you feel you can work with - and do just that. Work with them, encourage them to help you understand the condition. The more you understand, the better you can control, the better you feel. Do not be fobbed of by anyone. If you can find another diabetic in your area - find out who they recommend. From personal experience - show a health professional that you are serious and they will willingly work with you..
Continually refer to this site - and be aware that there is another site with a very similar name. That site is a commercial venture (with an agenda).
This Diabetes.org.uk site is a charity and, in my case, is recommended by ALL diabetic professionals I have spoken with in NHS Scotland.
Finally, you will have good days and you will have bad days. When I have a bad day I usually visit this site. Today is no exception; bad Rheumatoid Arthritis day, no walks with the dogs, a wee bit 'down' - and the 2 'stickie buns' I had for lunch - naughty but nice!
Best Regards
Brian