Nino
Don't panic. It might not be all that bad, if your blood sugar levels don't sound too high, which means although your doctor may have decided that you've got some insulin resistance/insuffiency/whatever, and are therefore diabetic, you haven't gotten it too bad yet. This probably means you can control your blood sugar by watching what you eat and maybe doing a bit more exercise. I don't know for sure, coz i don't know you and i'm not a doctor, but it might mean you DON'T have to take tablets or injections every day. Even if you do, it's not so bad, you get them for free, you're probably only going to have to take one or two a day and if can't swallow tablets (ok, Metformin can be a bit on the huge side) there are liquids you can have instead. But like i said, it might not come to that. You don;t HAVE to take anything, but try to keep and open mind because it's your health that you're in control of. It's scarey, you will be confronted with horror stories and dire warnings about the future, but you're not alone.
Rachel