I have been for a general check up at the hospital with all the routine checks which I wasnt looking forward to.... I have been struggling a lot recently feeling like im failing plus struggling to control my emotions but today has made me not feel like a complete failure 🙂 so I was diagnosed at the beginning of October with my hba1 at 12.5% today im 8.4% which is still high but loads better finally some hard work paying off but even better im now determined to get my next one even lower 🙂