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Not feeling very happy this evening, not sure if a bit depressed or very depressed, crying as I type, how sad am I. Had a bad day at work, only been with this company 5 months feel stressed. I work in sales and try to keep my head down and keep out of the office politics. I am acheiving my tragets but he wants more. I don't think I have even encountered such a bitchy enviroment between sales reps, which is not new to me, Ive been a rep for 15 yearsand can normally cope.
I had a meeting with my boss today and I feel that my diabetes is in the way I try to hide my hypos and have had no time off except I finished at 4.30pm Friday to go to an optician appt which went down like a lead ballon. I feel I work hard put in the hours which I don't get extra pay for, as I feel I need to prove I am normal.
I feel so sad as a similar company I worked for 3 years ago treated me bad and I don't want this job to go the same way, I feel so embaressed when I mention I am type 1 and when I get tired or need a snack or hypo I feel like I am a freak.
I am sooooooo down, why me.............😱😱😱😱 I wish this what ever you want to call it would go away, I HATE IT. tear tear.
I don't remember feeling so very low wish I could curp up and never.......
Not feeling very happy this evening, not sure if a bit depressed or very depressed, crying as I type, how sad am I. Had a bad day at work, only been with this company 5 months feel stressed. I work in sales and try to keep my head down and keep out of the office politics. I am acheiving my tragets but he wants more. I don't think I have even encountered such a bitchy enviroment between sales reps, which is not new to me, Ive been a rep for 15 yearsand can normally cope.
I had a meeting with my boss today and I feel that my diabetes is in the way I try to hide my hypos and have had no time off except I finished at 4.30pm Friday to go to an optician appt which went down like a lead ballon. I feel I work hard put in the hours which I don't get extra pay for, as I feel I need to prove I am normal.
I feel so sad as a similar company I worked for 3 years ago treated me bad and I don't want this job to go the same way, I feel so embaressed when I mention I am type 1 and when I get tired or need a snack or hypo I feel like I am a freak.
I am sooooooo down, why me.............😱😱😱😱 I wish this what ever you want to call it would go away, I HATE IT. tear tear.
I don't remember feeling so very low wish I could curp up and never.......