Each time after annual review, foot check etc and discussion with nurse which is usually fine and the nurses are lovely However I am so nervous and relieved in equal measure. I go out and buy a large bar of chocolate and a coffee, sit in a cafe and breath out knowing that the chocolate isn't exactly diabetic friendly. I then justify it to myself as it's only twice a year (two appoinments) and diabetes is a lifelong thing so once in a while isn't the end of the world. Well that's what I say to myself.