Hi. I am here cause I want to sort myself out. I have been diabetic type 1 since I was 5. I have never really been very good at controlling it, for a couple of reasons. Firstly, back in 1976, diabetes was controlled differently. I think nowadays it is easier to control. Secondly, my parents were never very supportive and thirdly (and most importantly) I have a problem, with accepting that I have diabetes and always have done. I am looking for inspiration and help in changing my attitude towards doing blood tests and accepting this. I was wondering if anyone has felt the same as me. I now have diabetic complications and really want to reduce the risks in getting any more in the future as i'm very scared.