Round Two, forum ate my post before just as I finished it. (Apologies, it will probably be a novella by time I am finished).
Said hello on the newbies area a while ago and there I mentioned I am waiting on a call from my DSN, morning one... Yeah, go figure. You'll start to see a pattern emerging soon enough.
Right, I'm on MDI at the moment having been put on Lantus and Novorapid several years ago. At the time I had DAFNE training which I lapped up and ran with. All in all those insulins were a life saver. My control became great and I landed myself a HBa1C of 6.1%. I continued with my efforts but these last three to four years have now started to wreak havoc.
It started with our dog dying, gathered momentum with me having to go through two years of laser eye treatment for diabetic retinopathy, one eye was fortunately preventative but my right eye just would not behave. I lost my eyesight as a result of the laser for 6 months. I couldn't tell my family about the laser as there are long running family feuds so my nearest and most trusted relative, my aunt was the only one apart from my hubby who knew. During the laser I was having marital issues (gladly sorted out now) and my grandmother died a rather awful death from lung cancer. Should I mention I had a vessel bleed while we were graveside? Done now, no taking it back! So pretty much my idea of hell.
After everything settled down I developed an issue with my BG. Daily it would reach 33+. I was in what could be considered a panic. I called my DSN daily and left messages on the answer phone. They got back to me a month after I started having issues. Pattern. Forming? Even then their advice was inject more and use shorter gauge needles. I rejoiced in the wealth of knowledge and support.
I didn't actually rejoice. Before the call back I raised my Lantus from 22 units to 30. I did this by trial and error. You have to worry that you're going to raise it too much and blammo on the floor with men in fluorescent jackets surrounding you. So one extra unit, monitor for a day, no change up again. It was slow but I finally got the BG down. I'm now back to 27 units but you can imagine what it has done to my waistline. This is all regardless of the fact I was eating between 40-60 carbs a day in an effort to lower the BG. I love the who's eaten all the pies looks I get even now. Pies filled with lettuce and carrot, made with invisible pastry.
Now the basal is clearly not covering me 24 hours. Experiments I've done make me think it is anything from 18 to 21 hours of coverage. I've trialled all times of day for the best basal hour. 11am came out best because on waking I can correction dose and up my ratios for carbs. (That threw the consultant and dietician, why do you do this? Because if I don't I would run high, explained twice because dietician lady came in late and started bouncing about it).
Finally I have been offered the pump. Partly so late because I was not sure about it (my fault entirely) and partly because I am having such problems now. A year or so ago I was having the same issues but I was seeing a reg each time and they were just note taking 😱
So, Wednesday I went for the firing squad, I mean initial pump clinic appointment. I was told I could only have a Roche Accu-chek Combo (because they are comfortable with it) and the same companies infusion sets. I asked, what if I have problems with these? Skin irritation and just their design inside me. We'll find a "dressing work-around". I kid you not. More pattern?
I've had really bad issues with Roche BMs, to the point that it was dangerous so you can imagine how I feel about strapping their pump to me 24/7. Willi E. Coyote strapping himself to a stick of dynamite kinda feeling.
Yesterday I called Input and Animas (my preferred pump provider from all my research waiting for my appointment). I got great information and advice about fighting to get a different pump. In fact I was buoyed back up again about the whole prospect. Dare I say a little giddy?
I called the centre. I was promised a call back this morning. This morning is a dwindling second hand spinning over the horizon. Frustrated. V. Much. Angry. Little bit in my toes. Searching for a cliff to conveniently fall off? I've considered it but I am pretty much in the middle of landmass.
SO everyone. Thoughts. Opinions. Virtual chocolate that won't make my BG climb, all very welcome right now. And thank you for reading my marathon post. I salute you for your grim determination 😱
Just to note... no phone call...
Said hello on the newbies area a while ago and there I mentioned I am waiting on a call from my DSN, morning one... Yeah, go figure. You'll start to see a pattern emerging soon enough.
Right, I'm on MDI at the moment having been put on Lantus and Novorapid several years ago. At the time I had DAFNE training which I lapped up and ran with. All in all those insulins were a life saver. My control became great and I landed myself a HBa1C of 6.1%. I continued with my efforts but these last three to four years have now started to wreak havoc.
It started with our dog dying, gathered momentum with me having to go through two years of laser eye treatment for diabetic retinopathy, one eye was fortunately preventative but my right eye just would not behave. I lost my eyesight as a result of the laser for 6 months. I couldn't tell my family about the laser as there are long running family feuds so my nearest and most trusted relative, my aunt was the only one apart from my hubby who knew. During the laser I was having marital issues (gladly sorted out now) and my grandmother died a rather awful death from lung cancer. Should I mention I had a vessel bleed while we were graveside? Done now, no taking it back! So pretty much my idea of hell.
After everything settled down I developed an issue with my BG. Daily it would reach 33+. I was in what could be considered a panic. I called my DSN daily and left messages on the answer phone. They got back to me a month after I started having issues. Pattern. Forming? Even then their advice was inject more and use shorter gauge needles. I rejoiced in the wealth of knowledge and support.
I didn't actually rejoice. Before the call back I raised my Lantus from 22 units to 30. I did this by trial and error. You have to worry that you're going to raise it too much and blammo on the floor with men in fluorescent jackets surrounding you. So one extra unit, monitor for a day, no change up again. It was slow but I finally got the BG down. I'm now back to 27 units but you can imagine what it has done to my waistline. This is all regardless of the fact I was eating between 40-60 carbs a day in an effort to lower the BG. I love the who's eaten all the pies looks I get even now. Pies filled with lettuce and carrot, made with invisible pastry.
Now the basal is clearly not covering me 24 hours. Experiments I've done make me think it is anything from 18 to 21 hours of coverage. I've trialled all times of day for the best basal hour. 11am came out best because on waking I can correction dose and up my ratios for carbs. (That threw the consultant and dietician, why do you do this? Because if I don't I would run high, explained twice because dietician lady came in late and started bouncing about it).
Finally I have been offered the pump. Partly so late because I was not sure about it (my fault entirely) and partly because I am having such problems now. A year or so ago I was having the same issues but I was seeing a reg each time and they were just note taking 😱
So, Wednesday I went for the firing squad, I mean initial pump clinic appointment. I was told I could only have a Roche Accu-chek Combo (because they are comfortable with it) and the same companies infusion sets. I asked, what if I have problems with these? Skin irritation and just their design inside me. We'll find a "dressing work-around". I kid you not. More pattern?
I've had really bad issues with Roche BMs, to the point that it was dangerous so you can imagine how I feel about strapping their pump to me 24/7. Willi E. Coyote strapping himself to a stick of dynamite kinda feeling.
Yesterday I called Input and Animas (my preferred pump provider from all my research waiting for my appointment). I got great information and advice about fighting to get a different pump. In fact I was buoyed back up again about the whole prospect. Dare I say a little giddy?
I called the centre. I was promised a call back this morning. This morning is a dwindling second hand spinning over the horizon. Frustrated. V. Much. Angry. Little bit in my toes. Searching for a cliff to conveniently fall off? I've considered it but I am pretty much in the middle of landmass.
SO everyone. Thoughts. Opinions. Virtual chocolate that won't make my BG climb, all very welcome right now. And thank you for reading my marathon post. I salute you for your grim determination 😱
Just to note... no phone call...