Flower
Well-Known Member
- Relationship to Diabetes
- Type 1
I've lived with partial sight for about 25 years now. I lost sight in both eyes for about 1 year after proliferative retinopathy did its worst, I was diagnosed late - this was pre annual retinal screening, digital photos, eye injections etc.
I have some sight in the centre of my right eye, its a mis-shapen space I see through surrounded by a sea of flickering and swirling greyness and thousands of flashing lights - they're distress signals from my oxygen deprived retinas after maximum laser and they never calm down. Even when I close my eyes I see fluorescent sparkling lights everywhere. My left eye is completely blind.
I have a way I try to cope, most people don't know I have sight loss. I carry a torch everywhere as I struggle to see detail in low light & bright sunshine and I'm completely blind in the dark. I plan for any potential challenges if I'm going somewhere I don't know, looking at street view and the layout of buildings, working out what the route will be, where bus stops are. I have to be home before the light starts to fade as I can't see in the gloom and I follow walls along the edge of buildings for a guide as in open spaces I get really dizzy and disorientated. Having to use crutches as I have my leg in a cast long term with Charcot foot helps me feel where stair and kerb edges are and to feel if areas are flat or sloping.
I write the colour of my clothes in the labels as I can't tell colour apart from black, white and red. I don't have perspective with only one eye and can't judge distance. I either look up and trip over or look down and walk into things - it's a challenge!
I do have to laugh at myself sometimes, I often speak to shop mannequins as I see the shape of a person - my approch nowadays is to ask if they work in the shop before asking a mannequin for help. I pretend I haven't got my contact lenses in if someone asks me for a bus number or for help with a timetable. I still can't just say I'm sorry I can't see very well.
I excelled myself today. Walking home from the bus stop in bright sunshine, a cyclist stopped by me and said "Hi nice to see you". I thought the voice sounded familiar but I couldn't see much detail as sunshine bleaches out detail for me. I said "Do I know you"? thinking they'd mistaken me for someone else. It was my brother in law ! he thought I was joking - unfortunately not!
Retinal screening is so vital and there is so much that can be done to limit damage. Hopefully sight loss from diabetic retinopathy will become a thing of the past. I really hope so.
I have some sight in the centre of my right eye, its a mis-shapen space I see through surrounded by a sea of flickering and swirling greyness and thousands of flashing lights - they're distress signals from my oxygen deprived retinas after maximum laser and they never calm down. Even when I close my eyes I see fluorescent sparkling lights everywhere. My left eye is completely blind.
I have a way I try to cope, most people don't know I have sight loss. I carry a torch everywhere as I struggle to see detail in low light & bright sunshine and I'm completely blind in the dark. I plan for any potential challenges if I'm going somewhere I don't know, looking at street view and the layout of buildings, working out what the route will be, where bus stops are. I have to be home before the light starts to fade as I can't see in the gloom and I follow walls along the edge of buildings for a guide as in open spaces I get really dizzy and disorientated. Having to use crutches as I have my leg in a cast long term with Charcot foot helps me feel where stair and kerb edges are and to feel if areas are flat or sloping.
I write the colour of my clothes in the labels as I can't tell colour apart from black, white and red. I don't have perspective with only one eye and can't judge distance. I either look up and trip over or look down and walk into things - it's a challenge!
I do have to laugh at myself sometimes, I often speak to shop mannequins as I see the shape of a person - my approch nowadays is to ask if they work in the shop before asking a mannequin for help. I pretend I haven't got my contact lenses in if someone asks me for a bus number or for help with a timetable. I still can't just say I'm sorry I can't see very well.
I excelled myself today. Walking home from the bus stop in bright sunshine, a cyclist stopped by me and said "Hi nice to see you". I thought the voice sounded familiar but I couldn't see much detail as sunshine bleaches out detail for me. I said "Do I know you"? thinking they'd mistaken me for someone else. It was my brother in law ! he thought I was joking - unfortunately not!
Retinal screening is so vital and there is so much that can be done to limit damage. Hopefully sight loss from diabetic retinopathy will become a thing of the past. I really hope so.