Well it's finally come around, I can avoid it no longer. I'm going for my Hba1c this morning. I have my arm smothered in Emla cream, but still the frightened little boy in me is there. I really want to 'run away' by making some excuse as to why I can't have it. I know I need it, but my fear of needles is so strong. I'll live, I know - but I'm really dreading it.