Alls not well in La La landThe long dark teatime of the soul

[gail2]

Talks about mental health issues maybe caution needed



as you may have gathed from my 7 day waking levels posts all is not well with my MH at moment. psychosis symptoms ie hearing seeing things and not sleeping well at all, lucky if i get 2-3 hours a night. last couple of nights have instead of staying in bed spent the time in comunal dinning room with staff crying laughing and telling the voices to fo etc. staff have been brilliant in their support and care. i dont kbow wots causing it at all. Pdoc/MHT will not give me any extra meds but i think its getting to the point where something has to be done
i had 2.5 hours last night. im very tired and falling asleep a bit but i am asleep but awake and locked at same time ifthat makes sense. right now at 1158am im not to bad but i need them to stop and F*** O**. i get this at times but its scaring me now
thanks for getting this far and reading But most of all thanks for letting me vent Have gone back to writing in my book and reading it it does not make sense at all and is scaring a bit
love gail

 

[Thebearcametoo]

I hope you get decent sleep too and the voices leave you alone

 

[Pam123]

sending you hugs x

 

[AndBreathe]

Talks about mental health issues maybe caution needed



as you may have gathed from my 7 day waking levels posts all is not well with my MH at moment. psychosis symptoms ie hearing seeing things and not sleeping well at all, lucky if i get 2-3 hours a night. last couple of nights have instead of staying in bed spent the time in comunal dinning room with staff crying laughing and telling the voices to fo etc. staff have been brilliant in their support and care. i dont kbow wots causing it at all. Pdoc/MHT will not give me any extra meds but i think its getting to the point where something has to be done
i had 2.5 hours last night. im very tired and falling asleep a bit but i am asleep but awake and locked at same time ifthat makes sense. right now at 1158am im not to bad but i need them to stop and F*** O**. i get this at times but its scaring me now
thanks for getting this far and reading But most of all thanks for letting me vent Have gone back to writing in my book and reading it it does not make sense at all and is scaring a bit
love gail

Hang on in there Gail.

 

[silver minion]

Vent away Gail and write in your book if it helps. You don't need to read it unless you want to. Sending virtual hugs to support you through all this.

 

[Bloden]

So sorry to hear about your rough patch @gail2 . I hope things settle down soon and you can get some sleep.

 

[Grannylorraine]

Sending hugs, hope you get some help.

 

[goodybags]

& that you can get some sleep & tomorrow will ge a better day for you @gail2

 

[gail2]

thanks peeps your support and love you shows means a lot to me
i got 3 hours sleep last night which is much better for me Still having psychosis symptoms but thats the nature of the beast. Am writing like crasy in my book It does not make pleasant reeding but its helping me so what the heck i say go for it
Thankyou admins/mods and other peeps for letting me post about this Thankyou from the bottom of my heart
thanks love gail

 

[everydayupsanddowns]

So sorry to read about the tough time you are having @gail2

Great that you have supportive staff around you. Glad you managed to get a little sleep.

 

[Lisa65]

Hang in there Gail, I hope you get some sleep soon xx

 

[gail2]

thanks guys i fell asleep just after i had dinner in the chair Must have needed it. Felt so much better when i woke up. Still getting psychosis things but i dont feel so alone and as if the world is against me. Got to stay up late today as Mr Tesco is coming 8-9pm walnuts and dark 85% chocolate here i come Yum yum happy tum lol. Hope i sleep well tonight to help chase the psychosis away.
cheers all
love to all
gail