Have been feeling a bit low with a complete lack of motivation to do anything for about a week.
Yesterday, made a large bowl of porridge with some currants for breakfast. It tasted surprisingly sweet with the currants. I also had a home made latte made with freshly ground coffee.
About 10am was passing a well known bagel shop on Brick Lane. Haven't been for quite some time so had a slab of Apple Strudel and bought 2 plain freshly made bagels. Had the Strudel with a flat white coffee in Pret. Was thinking of picking up a filling for the bagels but ended up just eating/nibbling them plain for lunch. Had a pret latte mid-afternoon.
Picked up a 400g baguette in Whole Foods Market with a 100g of Mortadella stopped myself buying a 100g bar of chocolate but got a Pret hot chocolate instead. Made a sandwich with half the baguette for supper. Nibbled the other half meaning I ate about 85% of the baguette.
Had a fairly late night. No running/exercise. No fruit or vegetables. My watch says I had a good night's sleep with a score of 88 but I'm still feeling a bit tired.
I quite obviously know that yesterday was completely unacceptably mindless.
I currently don't test my BG that often as it was pretty stable between 4.5 & 5.5 also it was starting to hurt my fingers doing it 4 times everyday.
I decided to do it this morning for obvious reasons. Last food was eaten approx.14hrs ago. First reading 25.6, was so shocked thought it was an error so did it again 30 minutes later and it was 25.8. Seriously thought I was going to drop dead.
Decided to skip breakfast and my morning coffee. After that initial shock I'm getting back on the wagon but I'm surprised there's a background feeling of ambivalence.
I've not told anyone about my diagnosis so this helps.
Yesterday, made a large bowl of porridge with some currants for breakfast. It tasted surprisingly sweet with the currants. I also had a home made latte made with freshly ground coffee.
About 10am was passing a well known bagel shop on Brick Lane. Haven't been for quite some time so had a slab of Apple Strudel and bought 2 plain freshly made bagels. Had the Strudel with a flat white coffee in Pret. Was thinking of picking up a filling for the bagels but ended up just eating/nibbling them plain for lunch. Had a pret latte mid-afternoon.
Picked up a 400g baguette in Whole Foods Market with a 100g of Mortadella stopped myself buying a 100g bar of chocolate but got a Pret hot chocolate instead. Made a sandwich with half the baguette for supper. Nibbled the other half meaning I ate about 85% of the baguette.
Had a fairly late night. No running/exercise. No fruit or vegetables. My watch says I had a good night's sleep with a score of 88 but I'm still feeling a bit tired.
I quite obviously know that yesterday was completely unacceptably mindless.
I currently don't test my BG that often as it was pretty stable between 4.5 & 5.5 also it was starting to hurt my fingers doing it 4 times everyday.
I decided to do it this morning for obvious reasons. Last food was eaten approx.14hrs ago. First reading 25.6, was so shocked thought it was an error so did it again 30 minutes later and it was 25.8. Seriously thought I was going to drop dead.
Decided to skip breakfast and my morning coffee. After that initial shock I'm getting back on the wagon but I'm surprised there's a background feeling of ambivalence.
I've not told anyone about my diagnosis so this helps.