Just wanted to add to the general admiration here. Not that you chose it, but because it (diabetes) was put on you and your child's shoulders at potentially one of the most stressful times in your life, and because you are here, and you are looking for information, and you are taking it on. It takes guts and determination and tears of frustration, but you and your little one are taking this disease on because you have to. My Gran used to say that God doesn't send you anyhing you can't cope with, and although I'm not sure about her God, the sentiment still stands. You are in for a tough ride but it's doable, the support is hopefully there and we are also here for you. Also, difficult as it looks at first, I promise that within a few years it will be second nature: looking after diabetes will be automatic, like driving a car to a driver. It has its ups and downs, mind. I still have 'I hate diabetes' patches after 10 years (and thats me, not the kids). Meanwhile, accept lots of help and remember to take care of yourself as well. Even if it's only having a nice bath sometimes, do something for you. You can't pour from an empty cup.