Steff
Little Miss Chatterbox
- Relationship to Diabetes
- Type 2
Had my doctors appointment this morning initially started off talking about my insulin and how it was going and then it all came to a head and i opened up to GP about how i am feeling and the dark times i have kept to myself this past 3 weeks, telling everyone im ok when im not and clearly the pills are not working for me, came to a conclusion with her that a psycotherapist is next stage and councelling, I cant pinpoint the reason for this i have this overrriding feeling of burden and uselessness and i cant control those feelings, i have had thoughts of ending it all and even did a video for my son it got that bad I would never ever have been so open about this in the past .
My sister has kindly offered to come over and visit me from Ireland next month and I am hoping that helps me. I cant carry on this way my body is a mess im pulling the hairs from my eyebrows and there a mess, ive got several marks over my legs and 6 to 7 bad boil type things under my arm, all for which ive been givern antibiotics for.
Im hoping this post will give me some comfort and telling you all wont mean you judge me but I was once the strong one on here but now I feel like a person drowning with only her son from stopping her cutting the oxygen supply
Thanks for reading.
Steff x
My sister has kindly offered to come over and visit me from Ireland next month and I am hoping that helps me. I cant carry on this way my body is a mess im pulling the hairs from my eyebrows and there a mess, ive got several marks over my legs and 6 to 7 bad boil type things under my arm, all for which ive been givern antibiotics for.
Im hoping this post will give me some comfort and telling you all wont mean you judge me but I was once the strong one on here but now I feel like a person drowning with only her son from stopping her cutting the oxygen supply
Thanks for reading.
Steff x